My ex boyfriend.... :/?

Soo i was dateing this guy we broke up around december. and Like he was the closet thing ive felt to love, and i have NOT been able to get over him like its sooo like impossable. i want him back but im SURE that isnt gonna happen. he was so perfect for me his smile his laugh his voice, the way we pulled me back when id walk away from him. the way he let me sleep on him when he came over. i mena he even let me take his v.card :( are there any ways i can get over him or can get him back or anythingg? like music helps me to. soo anysongs maybe? idk :( i honestly miss him alot... :'(