Is he just playing with my mind?

ok so my boyfriend broke up with me the other day and he is a recovering heroin addict i am also in the program. and we were dating for about a week. then he told me that i was filling his heart and if we ever got in to a fight or i left hm that he might go out and use and he said he did not want to hurt me and that he just could not be in a committed relationship with me right not but he said he still wanted to hang out with me and spend the summer with me. i asked him he was asking me to me be friends with benefits and he said just friends and the he didn't want to leave me and he would still take me out and take care of me. then i asked him for one last kiss and after we kissed he said he hoped that it wouldn't be the last kiss. and the said that the hoped this would make us stronger. and he said he would still moe my lawn tomorrow . but then he never showed and didn't call or anything i called him later that day and he said he had to go to work early and the he did not have his phone with him. and that he was sry. and well i got pissed and relapsed that day cus i thought he was like every other *** hole and he told me to call him the next Morning when i was sober. so i did and he didn't answer i figured that he just was not up yet and he live an sober house and im Friends with his roommates so i figured i would go chil with them till we woke up and then when i got there he was up and we talked and he said he meant every word that he had told me the other day even about hopping that kiss would not be our last. but he has not texted me at all and did not answer my call when i called him what should i do, should i just wait for him to try to talk to me and if wat he said was true why would he be ignoring me ???